So...there goes that "so" thing again. It is past a year since I have posted a blog and I feel like my dearest reader(s) AKA me, Erica, must be so depressed by now. Well there has been a lot that has passed since a year ago. I have a paper due for SCHOOL tomorrow morning and I have only done an outline. Gee I am so super cool! I know it, no applause please. Anyway. I just ended a very fucked up relationship with a fellah named Joseph Marcello No last name. I know that no one would know him by that first and middle name anyway. So I guess I am heartbroken again. That makes four times in the past four years. Does that mean that I am right on schedule or that something is seriously wrong here? Hm...I am going to need some time to think about that. So yes Blog, I have cheated on you with myspace.com. I am so sorry and I seriously apologize for that. I miss telling my feelings to my shrink of a computer. It is so soothing and relaxing. Plus I just read all that I had to say a year+ ago and its kinda awesome that I made the present day me laugh pretty hard. Who knows if I am going to laugh at what I am today one day. I mean really, it is so true that we become more serious and "grown-up" like as we get older and ya know what?....THAT SUCKS! Severely. Anyway. Its raining outside. Shannon is going to kick my ass for not calling her back in our fantastic game of phone tag- I accused Pam of not calling me back when in reality she did but I just wasnt around my phone-Jen is in the bedroom next to me because I skipped school and went shopping today instead of writing the damn paper that I am going to be stressing about tomorrow morning and instead of going home I stayed here tonight-JD is hating on me because I fucked his whole shit up-my parents are never going to understand why I can't get through to them without yelling-my credit card bills are going to be talking to me tomorrow about paying them(damn that puts off shopping for about a month)-and I....well I am going to be pissed off about everything tomorrow because that is the person that I am slowly becoming. Ah yes, a very bitter young lady I am now. So much for the optimistic Erica that once existed. Mad props and thanks to Isaiah Swart for contributing to the phenomenal transformation of the bitter Erica. Gee Isaiah that was your trait not mine. Oh well. I am off to do bigger and better things now, like sleep. Peace and Hairgrease mo fos and good night to all of my homie G funk eras who are funked out with a gangsta twist beeatch!