So what are we all trying for? We all want the same things. Whether we are 21 or 37. Sex! Yea I said it and everyone tries to act like we are all in it for the emotional comfort. Yea emotional comfort after SEX! It is something that we all like to deny because everyone wants to seem like the more sensitive person. Yea....Okay. There is something that bothers me about this also. It is a proven fact that women have a hormone which is released whenever they have sex with someone so whether we want to or not there is automatically an emotional attachment to these creeps haha. Creeps. So creep number one....RJ. That's who he will be. Start this relationship and its nothing. Middle of it I begin to care and then towards the end or what I wish to be the end, everything falls apart. No more laughing unless it is LOL(ugh), no more smiling unless I have been told I am frowning and apparently I am evil....YAY. Asshole. So he can be jealous, but I can't express how I truly feel, felt, feel , felt...whatever. So I tell him who I sleep with. He gets it....WHICH MAKES ME ANGRIER! He gets it...Not fair because I don't get him. Becoming frustrated here...I really better go! To be continued.....